Dad
Hi Son,
It’s been one long misserable year since you left us. I haven’t wrote before because you know iv’e always been strong with other things but i know i will never be strong at something like this. It scares me to think about you and makes me so sad and thats why i run away every time someone wants to talk about you. Your Mums doing a fantastic job even though she to is broken hearted. Your friends are amazing and all your family think about you constantly.
As i write this and listen to some of the music we both liked tears are flooding down and you know i want to be strong. I still wear your underpants (washed of course) and your mum still wears your clothes, we so wish you were with us. I don’t really know if their is a god and if their is why did he take you? but i do know there is something out there because i have called him on several occasions when i have been in trouble and that helped me. I just hope you are all right wherever you are and i hope we recognise each other when it’s my time.
Good bye my love, i can’ t protect you any more but i will look after your mum i promise. Sorry got to go i can’t see the keyboard any more for tears. God bless
